As we come to the end of another month without you I still cannot believe how this year has panned out. 2019 was supposed to be 'our year' where we had plans to change our life completely and have more quality time together. You're always in my mind and I know I have to appreciate the time we spent together rather than focusing on how further and further the time is going since we have been parted but I know you will always be with me and in my heart.